sinkingwonder

sinkingwonder:

Im going to try. Try so hard tomorrow to make you see that you’re not just giving up a girlfriend. You’re giving up someone who would go through hell to make sure you had what you needed. Someone who no matter what, will look past every flaw you think you have, and love them. Someone who loves…

Its crazy how I still feel like this. How relevant these words are.

I woke up crying again, because you told me how much happier you were without me. I chased you every time I came home to try and win you back, and each time youd tell me I had no chance. Even if I never went back. I hate sleeping, on the rare occasions I actually fall asleep.

Home is where my heart is still beating
And I don’t know when I’ll see her again
And she feels like Carolina
Looks like California
Shining like those New York lights on Broadway
When she looks back I’m behind her
I’ll always be there for her
She makes me feel like home’s not so far away
It’s hard to understand the way I’m living
But I miss her pretty smile, I’m coming back in a little while
No matter how far I go, you know I can’t stop thinking about her
And there’s nothing like the way I feel when I’m beside her

Just please come back to me. 

Okay I know I shouldn’t be obsessive but you WANTED to sleep with her. She’s your best friend. She’s never going anywhere. And thats what makes this so bad. Im getting scared. Petrified. Im so scared. I haven’t heard from you at all. Her instagram is full of pictures of you calling you pretty and stuff. Like shes YOUR GIRLFRIEND. Its scaring me tjat all my messages are just seen. That I know nothing. All my calls are being forwarded or ignored. Im so scared I keep crying. Im so scared. Please just be so in love with me… please.